Anisss misss Youuu...

hmm wat a cold nite tonite...am shaking ooo...juz recover from flu + fever n i could feel i might get it again...=( huh i dunno wat to say actually but da only thing i know is i miss you...huh wats wrong with me...being emo...ooo yeah...well when people falling in love they always being emo...either sad or happy emo...lol seriously, I love you n i can't stop ehh...dats y i always told eda n sal dun make me fall in love...haha...but its true, am a person who is hard to fall in love but once I fall in love, nah jaga...hehe...yes n yes I love you...seriously love you...i wish you feel da same too...Man...i would do if u ask me to wait for u for long as long as we have a happy ending...ooo yeah...hehe...but seriously i would...for now everything is up to you cuz if me, anytime u can ask me...why can't you see keikhlasan ku...??? there are lyrics of love story song "don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess its a love story baby juz say YES", also indonesian song "jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencuba"...i know its hard for you, but have you ever think that i also facing da same problem with you...but to me i dun take it as a problem cuz i know one day they will accept it...fast or late they will accept it...there are no parents that didn't love their daughter n son...n 1 more thing how about we try, who knows they will accept it...to be honest aku sayang kau selamanya...i dunno la if one day you ask me to leave or to forget about you...but i believe you wont do that...i wont fall in love with you if i know you are bad...yes its true am a good girl, but doesn't mean a good girl deserve a good guy...but am not dat good la...if good i wont go for clubbing but yeah i did it...haha...but many people said i look innocent...haha...perasan la plak...mybe am born to be an innocent kan...hehe...huh i can imagine how happy my life when da moment you say you love me, da moment you accept my love...am gonna smile to every person that i see n even though i dun know who they are...hehe...i ever love somebody but never love someone like i love you...i throw away all my ego, throw away all my malu even though am an ego person...i throw it till to 0% only for you...what else you want me to do for you???...to kneel down to your parents yes i would...mybe you think my love is not dat strong but if you want i can show you...everyday,every hour,every minutes,every second,every moment you always in my mind till my frens said anis are you crazy???...i only have one answer for them which is one day you guys will do da same too if you are falling in love...please, i beg you...there's one question always lingering on my mind, why guys are so EGO???...are they blind or what???...i dunno la...before this i also ego but not dat ego...i appreciate it when someone love me...like my fren said dun throw a diamond when it is in front of ur eyes...
p/s I always love you no matter what...sakit ka, gembira ka, sdih ka...aku tetap sayang kau...n am sure you know who you are...semoga kau happy di seberang sana, jaga diri n jangan nakal2...hehe