I wish he could understand, even for once...

hi bloggy...here we meet again...as usual, am here for sharing wat i feel...wat i know, only God knows wat i feel...i hope i strong enough to face all of this...but seriously, am sick n dying inside...why,why n why he couldn't understand???...even for once...is dat so hard to try...why we can't move on...why we can't go on...why???...why is he so scared???...please la, please la, please la...i beg you Man...sampainya hatimu buat aku mcm ni...kejam nya...please la say YES...aku merayu suda ni!!!...but sakit mcm mna pun aku rasa, "kamek tetap sayang kitak"...