Patient...

today was a great day...i received msg from my dad which is I've been waiting for so long...not because he doesn't want to msg me but it is because the line at his working place doesn't good enough...been so long for not hearing his voices...i realized dat i miss him so much...Ayah is da person that very close,close n close to me besides Ibu...he is my idol...watever problems dat he got he could solve n manage it even though sometimes he needs to be sacrificed...wat I love about Ayah because he is so so so patient...no matter how big da problem he can face it without complaining...i salute ur dad...i wish one day i can hav his attitude too...yes i hav it now but i tink it is not enough yet compare with his...but at least, aku masi ada kesabaran...when talk bout my love story...yes, sometimes i juz wanna stop wit anything that happen to me but there's no give up word in my life dictionary...once i say i want, i will fight for getting it...even though my frens said why you hav to do something dat doesn't worth to you...i know, but to me there's ntg wrong to do dat without expecting that you will get it back...there's one quote say it is good to love someone without expecting him to love you back...yah i know it is hurt...damn hurt...but sometimes i hav to accept it, dats da truth... and yah there's ntg wrong to try...you will never know wat will happen in future...cuz wat i do only myself know...how hurt i feel let me be da one n only yg tau...to be honest, am happy n so happy if msg-ing with him n even happier if got msg from him...i know, not because he scared with his parents but it is also because his believe...i can't force him to do dis 4 me cuz i know i also will feel da same too if he ask me to do dat for him...if he wanna do let him do dgn ikhlas bkn dgn paksaan...but, seriously i love him...i can lose anything but please not him...da moment i fall in love wit him dats da moment i said in my heart watever going to happen i'll fight for him n i can't stop...sesungguh nya jika aku bersabar satu hari nnti aku akan dpt juga apa yg aku inginkan...my dad always said org yg sabar akan selalu hidup bahagia walau mcm mna pun dugaan yg d hadapi...Anis Sabar ya...n doesn't mean if i dun sms i oledy forget bout you, because aku sntiasa ingat ko, mybe because i dun want you to feel annoy wit my msg...