I remember everything...

keep in contact, rite on my wall i remember everything...i remember until i die...why so hard for you to throw a bit ur ego...only a bit...why??? i dun ask for you to throw it all, only a bit...dats all i ask for...not bcuz i dun wan to msg you, cuz to me, honestly everyday i wanna msg you...but am scared if you will feel uncomfortable...i know dun wait for miracle to happen n make it happen but at least juz one msg you send, i will be happy...i know many of my frens said anis you better go for another guy, but every time they told me dat, i was like in my heart no!!! i love him no matter wat...i dun care my frens told me am stupid, i dun care my frens told am idiot...they said dat bcuz they dun understand wat i feel...can you love someone dat u didn't love...my answer is cannot...no matter how hard i try i can't...cuz everytime n everything i do reminds me of you...everything, before n after i sleep i will tink bout you...yes its true, if another girl they will walk away, they will run away n find another guy...but me am not...sometimes in life we have to be patient, my dad always tell me dat...n am sure one day you will come to me...i didn't walk away, am here to stay...in my life there's no give up word...give up is da word dat i hate mostly...as long as we can be patient we will get wat we want...i know n understand you went there for working...n i know you also dun want to be there...far from family n frens...i understand how you feel...no place like home...mybe am stupid but i still have heart...mybe am ugly but i still have heart...mybe am bad but i still have heart...honestly i hurt n pain but it's ok as long as you happy i will feel happy...juz one thing i wanna say to you i miss you...no matter wat happen, no matter how hurt i will always sayang kau!!! once i promise i'll never break it...