lot guys around the world but there's no one like him...

i dunno wat to start but among guys that i ever love, i never love someone like Pet...its like, i dunno i felt different from my previous bf...really different...not because of wat we hav did but seriously its different...i've never felt dis way before, bcuz everything i do reminds me of him...like there's someone whispering my ear dat he is mine...i dunno, seriously i dunno...i dun force myself to love him, it happens unintentionally...it happens in a very short time...i ask myself why i love him n till now i can't find da reason...many people said if you really love someone you can't find wat da reason is...yes its true...but dis is life, i can't drive my destiny to what i want...seriously, its damn sad when i knew dat he is moving to terengganu for working...i was like wat, tell me dat is not true...but yeah i hav to accept it no matter wat...mybe i can accept it if its like 3 months 7 months but it takes years...i dunno if i could meet him again, but honestly i really2 wanna meet him...i miss him like hell...n now we were like not in contact for 1 week i guess...not because i dun want to msg him but am scared if my msg annoying him...i dun wan to be a distraction cuz i know he went there for working...let him msg me if he remember or miss me...kalau la...i accept wat ever it is...i know love can't be forced...let it comes to urself....mybe his not ready yet to be in a relationship...mybe he tinks i will regret for loving him but i will never regret especially for him...why should i regret doing da things i like...hope to see him soon...