Here am i again...

Hello blog, good to see you again...after a long time i've been missing from the world of blog...hehe sorry i was busy enjoying my hols even though just enjoying it at home...hols great, really great cuz i went to the place where i can released out all my tension...not only that, my frens also are the best thing in my life...they raise me up n myself too help me a lot in getting my life back...not that easy and it's hard to be in my situation but it is life, we cant get all that we want...i know it hurts but sometimes maybe you have to accept the thing doesn't belong to you...but doesn't mean i stop, doesn't mean i will forget it because i can't and it is already being set in my memories and it is the best memory that i ever had, even though it's killing me...i never thought that it would be this hard and i never thought that i will wake up again...i thought that i'll lost forever...thanx God...not only that but a thousand thank you i want to say to him for making me realized what life is...i hope one day if we ever meet again i wanna say thanx to him...just one thing i put in my self life must go on...I miss you so much...