I still Missing you

After all I went through, now i realized i actually really miss him...i juz wanna msg him but am scared bcuz it has been a long time i didn't msg him...nevamind let me be the only one to keep it to myself...even though we never msg but i never forget bout him, NEVER! i tried hardly to forget bout him but seems like the more i try the more i can't...it's hard sometime and it's really sad for me but yah life must go on... everything aku berserah kpd Allah S.W.T, Amin...