I tought I was strong.

last nite was the nite that for the first time i saw him on9 on facebook. i was surprised because it's been a long time since he moved i never saw him on9, mybe his on9 but his appeared off9. hm i dunno why the moment i saw his name on the list my heart berdebar. i was trying to calm down but it doesn't work. i dunno why am so weak. why i can't forget bout him? why i still thinking bout him? why sometimes i do cry for him? why i still miss him? why, why, why and why? and at the same time he never think bout me. my fren always say why do you have to cry for him, did he cry for you? the answer is never. am sory to my self, i need time for this.