My 20th Birthday.

am sory bcuz am about too late to write here..i was busy n not feeling fine in these few days..My Birthday was awesome..dats da only comment i can say..thanx to my family especially my parents, my sisters, my grandma, and my beloved frens..it was unexpected and thats why very awesome..my best birthday that i ever had in my life even though i was too far away from home..to be 20 years old is my dream since i was in high school..and yah it's like a dream for me to hav this age at this moment..cuz i still feel like am 19..hehe i can only say it was fucking damn fun..lol but yet, even though i had fun but at the same time i still felt sad..not to say am hoping but am going hopeless..it's true what is zami said dun ever hope cuz if u hope it will make u down..i knew n i knew it..it's like a miracle if i hav a wish from him..but nevamind cuz i know someday he will understand, even though just a bit..